As bad as it was, as bad as it hurt
I thank God I didn’t get what I thought that I deserved
will this be my last epilogue?
i know I can’t place my heart to someone who lives in a fantasy world. Who’s unsure, confuse, undecided and indefinite.
After those moments of silence, without getting a text or even texting back, ‘twas really the time for me to think, if this is what I want in my life, uncertainty? In my situation, I no longer need to play games. It’s like I am dead serious with my life. To be in a ‘happy ever after’ would be the lease fairy tale I would like to be in.
And now its my turn to be confuse, do I really want this? do I have to endure the same inflicting pain again and again? If I do, will it still be the same way as it started? If I don’t, then where do I start to pick up the pieces?
a shallow ending…
it starts with another hello from the past, fell in love and thought about a happy ending. going through with a risk, gave almost all effort just to make it work. yet fell apart because of a simple misunderstanding. guess life’s like this, we end up believing then disappointed, and its true, never expect coz it would lead to frustration. Goodbye to my superficial love affair, goodbye to the one who broke my heart.
